continuing having dance for 3 days. tml still got dance. this week dunno why seemed to be so tiring. kinda quite stressed up with stuffs. headache and tiredness had been accompanying mi for days.
tml dance is kinda crucial. hopefully everything will went on well. (:
yupp. today kinda is the last formal dance practices le, though still got extra practices which we requested.
busy holiday.
hopefully im able to attend all mission trainings, all dance practices ( sch + church ).
nevertheless, i wont forsake the time of going out with friends! haha.
2 months of holiday, but most of the days im not at home!
im looking forward to friday!
yes, i really do. (:
headstart is ending in 2 days time!
dunno why, suddenly had the urge to go find that " something ",
that thing that we went searching for at JP on sunday.
haha. siao liao. =X
thanks dearie for the " little crown ", chocolates and jellys! and simply for everything!
LOL. so sweet of you! jus enjoy being with u!
<3 you. HAHA! (:
i don't ask for much.
wadeva is happening or wadeva's wrong with me,
i didnt let you know.
with all this things,
i come back, hopefully things will be much beta.
times and times again,
when i need care n rest most,
all these never come.
instead, scoldings and all those rubbish came.
i dunno if u ever tried to understand.
i find it really hard to even communicate with u guys.
all i ask for is the freedom to pursue my interest,
to fully fulfil my responsibility,
and to be totally devoted to wad i believe in.
sometimes, somedays, i really wonder.
if time is coming to an end soon or approaching.
now and then, frequently or occasionally,
it will be so hard, so terrible.
it will be so freaking sharp pain.
heart pumping fast,
gasping for air.
it will be so difficult to even do so.
having difficulty standing upright,
with the heaviness in my mind.
lalala.
wadeva it is,
dance, never to be missed.